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Hal Walker's avatar

“So I made a projector from a cardboard box and a flashlight, drew something resembling stained glass onto a plastic bag, cast the image onto the wall, and sketched it out in the dark.”

Those are a couple lucky kids. Nice work. ♥️

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Aw thanks, my friend. I'm the lucky one!

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Jane Harrison's avatar

This is so beautiful Lindsey. Did you know you were also providing us with some therapy? I didn’t realise how much I needed the cathedral and the meadow today! 💛

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

I hope they're helpful!

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Wendy Martin's avatar

I could feel the little arms going into little coats. Very touching.

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Thanks, Wendy!

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River West's avatar

This was so beautiful. Genuinely brought tears to my eyes. In many ways I'm in a similar place with writing and motherhood. Reading this really seemed to open the world up for a minute. I love the idea of making the big painting with the kids too.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Thank you so much for your kind words. I'm so glad you enjoyed it!

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John I's avatar

I love this, Lindsey. As you know, I always love seeing y'all's artwork behind you during LWH, and now I "get" the stained glass appearance. The bricklayer parable reminds me of a story I heard about President Kennedy visiting NASA. There was a guy mopping, and Kennedy asked him, "What are you doing?" "I'm helping put a man on the moon, Mr. President." A different type of cathedral, but a cathedral indeed.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Thanks, John! Your note to me about the painting inspired me to write about how it came to be. Thank you!

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Lillian Duggan's avatar

"We have only glimpses of what we’re building together." That made me cry. Beautiful work as usual, Lindsey.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Thanks so much, Lillian. That means a lot to me!

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Hannah Levy's avatar

So much of this reminds me of the 3 of Pentacles in the tarot. Three figures huddled together in the dark, plotting their vision. What does it mean to build in darkness, as you write about here? What does it take to be the light yourself, to contain it within you, to bring together the resources you need to move from blueprint to scaffolding to completion? I imagine it takes deep imagination & faith. So here's to nurturing those beautiful parts of our brains and our heart so that one day we can make the cathedral in our mind a reality in existence, so that we can invite others into it and stand beside them and pray together.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

This is so beautiful, Hannah. Thank you so much. "Deep imagination and faith." Very much, yes!

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Susannah Rigg's avatar

Oh Lindsey, your words always hit this most tender part of me. You write about subjects that could be classed as 'mundane' as if you are creating poetry about the sacred, which you, of course, are. Thank you for your magical word weaving.

Also Writing An Eclipse...yes please!

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Thank you so much, Susannah! So grateful for your kind words.

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Julie Russell's avatar

Oh I love this so much Lindsey. I’m going to try the cathedral as well as the meadow thing. And your thoughts about “will I ever finish the book” totally resonate. Both writing and tending to the needs of small children is holy work xxx.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Yes, Julie! I'd love to hear if those images work for you!

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Lyndsay Kaldor's avatar

Ah Lindsey, I read this first thing this morning and your beautiful words have returned to me throughout the day. The cathedral and the meadow are such beautiful descriptions and such needed places, I resonate deeply. Thank you for speaking to the largely unseen (and yet all-consuming) nature of mothering and writing, a realisation that I have been pondering for a while…

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

The mothering, the writing—so much tending. It helps me to think about them as part of the same effort. Thank you so much for reading, Lyndsay!

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Linda J Sack's avatar

What an enjoyable piece, Lindsey. Exquisite writing!

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Thanks, Linda!

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Kathryn Koromilas's avatar

Beautiful - heavy and light - made me smile. ✨

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Thank you, KK!

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Abigail Mann's avatar

This is so beautiful, and so resonant. I am so happy to read your words, always.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

💞💞💞

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Dawn Sully Pile's avatar

I was struck by the delicate and robust intertwining of it all and the way in which you were given the cathedral and radon images with their staying power. And always a cat on the lap.

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Always a cat!

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Clau Quintero's avatar

Such soothing and inspiring words. This was a balm for my soul and body

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Lindsey Trout Hughes's avatar

Thank you so much! I'm so glad you enjoyed it.

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Emma Parsons's avatar

Beautiful writing. You’re already beyond the frame.

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Thank you, Emma!

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